KNOWN.... there is nothing He does not know about me. No thing.
So I can come to Him completely unveiled and bare faced... bare souled.
Withhold nothing because He sees it anyway. Even the thoughts that I hide from myself. My entire being is naked before Him.
He not only sees it. He understands. He feels it. He has compassion.
We can pour out everything from our deepest hurt and anger to our most inconsequential thought to the most delightful joy.
What I would scream at the world... I SHRIEK at Him. He can take it. In fact, He cherishes it.
His shoulders are broad and solid and his terrible arms are open wide to receive us. He WANTS our pain, our tears, our worries to be laid at His feet... THROWN at Him .. SPLATTERED all over Him. He does not take it lightly. He receives what is absolutely killing us inside and holds it gently to His heart. Our offerings of tragedy and the sharp edges of our pain are precious to Him. He embraces them with His immeasurable grace and wisdom.
He 'encloses" us, entwining Himself around us and in us. Cradling us in Intimacy. He is loving, comforting, giving freedom and new life, new understanding. He is 'growing' us. He is telling about His love and His plan for us. He shows us who we are to Him. He is teaching us to love with disregard for how we feel or for what we want.
When we are done. When we have spilled and emptied our insides and our darkness. When we finally look up to face Him,,, there is no need for words or thoughts other than praise and repentance.. The praise is for Him... to thank Him and acknowledge what He has done. The repentance for us... to cleanse our hearts and souls and conscience.
Our needs are known. Our desires are known.
How can I not adore and worship this God for whom there are no explanations.. only unspeakable and unimaginable words.
"Such knowledge is too wonderful for me...too high. I can not attain it."